\u00c9g hef sj\u00e1lf seti\u00f0 \u00e1 stj\u00f3rnm\u00e1lafundum \u00fear sem innbl\u00e1snir \u201ef\u00f6\u00f0urlandsvinir\u201c steyttu hnefann \u00ed \u00e1ttina a\u00f0 manni, sem \u00feeir k\u00f6llu\u00f0u \u00fdmist landr\u00e1\u00f0amann e\u00f0a kvisling. Tilefni\u00f0 var EES. \u2013 Og eitt \u00ed vi\u00f0b\u00f3t, sem \u00e9g var n\u00e6stum b\u00fain a\u00f0 gleyma. Virtur l\u00f6gma\u00f0ur st\u00f3\u00f0 fyrir \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00fej\u00f3fkenna mig. \u00c9g var s\u00f6ku\u00f0 um a\u00f0 hafa l\u00e1ti\u00f0 fj\u00e1rm\u00e1lar\u00e1\u00f0uneyti\u00f0 borga 50 \u00e1ra afm\u00e6li mitt \u2013 \u00ed skj\u00f3li skjalaf\u00f6lsunar. M\u00e1li\u00f0 velktist \u00ed kerfinu meira en \u00e1ratug og f\u00e9kk mikla athygli \u00ed fj\u00f6lmi\u00f0lum. M\u00e1li\u00f0 vakti mikla rei\u00f0i og hneykslun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n
Loksins, meira en heilum \u00e1ratug seinna, f\u00e9kkst ni\u00f0ursta\u00f0a fr\u00e1 H\u00e6star\u00e9tti. Tilh\u00e6fulaust. \u00deetta var bara venjulegur p\u00f3lit\u00edskur sk\u00edtabissness. \u00c1sakanirnar t\u00f3ku sinn toll \u00ed skertu trausti og t\u00fdndri \u00e6ru.<\/p>\n
Ni\u00f0ursta\u00f0a H\u00e6star\u00e9ttar \u00fe\u00f3tti ekki fr\u00e9ttn\u00e6m, \u00feegar h\u00fan kom \u00f6llum \u00feessum \u00e1rum seinna. Sm\u00e1fr\u00e9tt innan um augl\u00fdsingar \u00e1 bla\u00f0s\u00ed\u00f0u 7.<\/p>\n
En \u00fea\u00f0 er ekki bara, a\u00f0 sletturnar af sk\u00edtkastinu hafi l\u00edka n\u00e1\u00f0 til m\u00edn. Stundum hef \u00e9g l\u00edka deilt hei\u00f0rinum. \u00c9g hef sta\u00f0i\u00f0 vi\u00f0 hli\u00f0 mannsins, uppi \u00e1 svi\u00f0i, \u00fear sem hann hefur veri\u00f0 s\u00e6mdur hei\u00f0ursnafnb\u00f3t og ausinn lofi. L\u00f3fatak \u00fe\u00fasunda hefur glumi\u00f0 \u00ed eyrum m\u00e9r. \u00dear hefur hann veri\u00f0 hylltur. Hann var ma\u00f0urinn sem \u00feor\u00f0i a\u00f0 bera sannleikanum vitni, \u00feegar a\u00f0rir \u00fe\u00f6g\u00f0u.<\/p>\n
En \u00feetta var \u00ed \u00fatl\u00f6ndum. \u00dea\u00f0 er enginn sp\u00e1ma\u00f0ur \u00ed s\u00ednu f\u00f6\u00f0urlandi. (Og sj\u00e1lfur segir ma\u00f0urinn a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 s\u00e9u engir g\u00f3\u00f0ir p\u00f3lit\u00edkusar til \u2013 nema dau\u00f0ir p\u00f3lit\u00edkusar).<\/p>\n
\u00c9g leyf\u00f0i m\u00e9r \u00feann muna\u00f0 a\u00f0 tr\u00faa \u00fev\u00ed, a\u00f0 allt \u00feetta v\u00e6ri a\u00f0 baki. Str\u00ed\u00f0inu loki\u00f0 og fri\u00f0s\u00e6lt \u00e6vikv\u00f6ld fram undan. Allt \u00fear til yfirstandandi gerningave\u00f0ur brast \u00e1. Og enn einu sinni horfist \u00e9g \u00ed augu vi\u00f0 \u00e1s\u00fdnd hatursins. \u00cd \u00feetta sinn er \u00feetta ekki bara p\u00f3lit\u00edk. Ekki bara svi\u00f0setning p\u00f3lit\u00edskra m\u00f3therja, sem \u00ed hita leiksins vilja koma h\u00f6ggi \u00e1 h\u00e6ttulegan andst\u00e6\u00f0ing. A\u00f0 \u00feessu sinni er andlit hatursins afskr\u00e6mt af heift og hefnigirni \u00fat yfir gr\u00f6f og dau\u00f0a. \u00dea\u00f0 er helsj\u00fakt og hamslaust. \u00dea\u00f0 birtist m\u00e9r \u00ed andliti d\u00f3ttur minnar, systur minnar og systurd\u00e6tra minna.<\/p>\n
D\u00f3ttir m\u00edn skrifar m\u00e9r n\u00ed\u00f0br\u00e9f og segir: \u201eHelv\u00edti \u2013 \u00fea\u00f0 eru\u00f0 \u00fei\u00f0\u201c. Systurd\u00f3ttir m\u00edn, \u00fe\u00e1ttastj\u00f3rnandi \u00e1 R\u00daV, segir mig \u201esi\u00f0blinda \u00ed me\u00f0virkni\u201c og a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 \u201eh\u00e6tt a\u00f0 vera sj\u00e1lfst\u00e6\u00f0 pers\u00f3na\u201c.<\/p>\n
\u00c1 vef mbl.is les \u00e9g \u00fea\u00f0, a\u00f0 kona, sem \u00e9g sannanlega \u00feekki ekki pers\u00f3nulega, segi, a\u00f0 hennar \u201everst geymda leyndarm\u00e1l\u201c s\u00e9 \u201ehatur (sitt) \u00e1 \u00feeim hj\u00f3num\u201c. H\u00fan segir, a\u00f0 h\u00fan hafi \u00e1 unglings\u00e1rum veri\u00f0 sv\u00edvirt og au\u00f0m\u00fdkt heima \u00ed stofu foreldra sinna. Og h\u00fan segir a\u00f0 \u00fear hafi \u00e9g komi\u00f0 vi\u00f0 s\u00f6gu. A\u00f0 \u00e9g hafi veri\u00f0 vi\u00f0st\u00f6dd, og aumkast yfir sk\u00edth\u00e6linn, sem \u00fear er l\u00fdst, v\u00e6ntanlega af me\u00f0f\u00e6ddri aumingjag\u00e6sku; og be\u00f0i\u00f0 st\u00falkuna a\u00f0 fyrirgefa honum. Tr\u00falegt \u2013 e\u00f0a hitt \u00fe\u00f3 heldur!<\/p>\n
\u00c1 \u00e9g a\u00f0 \u00feurfa a\u00f0 segja \u00fe\u00e9r og \u00f6\u00f0rum lesendum \u00feessa bla\u00f0s, a\u00f0 \u00feessi saga er, sem betur fer, hugarbur\u00f0ur og heilaspuni. \u00c9g hef aldrei \u2013 og mun aldrei \u2013 bi\u00f0ja gri\u00f0a manni, sem heg\u00f0ar s\u00e9r eins og \u00fearna er l\u00fdst. \u2013 N\u00fa er \u201everst geymda leyndarm\u00e1l\u201c s\u00f6guberans \u2013 \u201ehatur (hennar) \u00e1 \u00feeim hj\u00f3num\u201c, eins og h\u00fan or\u00f0ar \u00fea\u00f0 sj\u00e1lf, ekki lengur leyndarm\u00e1l. H\u00fan hefur veitt hatri s\u00ednu \u00fatr\u00e1s. Og h\u00fan \u00e1r\u00e9ttar \u00fea\u00f0: \u201eMiki\u00f0 hata\u00f0i \u00e9g \u00feetta \u201ef\u00edna\u201c l\u00edf okkar og f\u00f3lksins \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed.\u201c Hverjir lif\u00f0u \u00feessu \u201ef\u00edna l\u00edfi\u201c, sem vir\u00f0ist hafa eitra\u00f0 l\u00edf \u00feessarar konu \u00feegar \u00e1 unglings\u00e1rum? \u00derj\u00e1t\u00edu \u00e1r \u00ed heljargreipum haturs?<\/p>\n
Upphaflega var \u00feessi kona bara ein af \u00f3tal m\u00f6rgum, sem veittu hatri s\u00ednu \u00fatr\u00e1s \u2013 undir nafnleynd. Einhverjum hj\u00e1 mbl.is t\u00f3kst a\u00f0 draga hana fram \u00ed svi\u00f0slj\u00f3si\u00f0. \u00deess vegna er h\u00e6gt a\u00f0 svara henni. En hva\u00f0 me\u00f0 allar hinar, sem fela sig \u00e1 bak vi\u00f0 nafnleynd? Svo lengi sem \u00fe\u00e6r \u00feora ekki a\u00f0 standa vi\u00f0 or\u00f0 s\u00edn, hlj\u00f3ta \u00feau a\u00f0 teljast \u201edau\u00f0 og \u00f3merk\u201c.<\/p>\n
En um lei\u00f0 og \u00e9g vir\u00f0i fyrir m\u00e9r hina afskr\u00e6mdu \u00e1s\u00fdnd hatursins, spyr \u00e9g sj\u00e1lfa mig: Hvers vegna \u00feessi i\u00f0andi ormagar\u00f0ur af hatri? Lifi \u00e9g \u00ed \u00fej\u00f3\u00f0f\u00e9lagi sem er sj\u00fakt? \u00dearf \u00feetta \u00fej\u00f3\u00f0f\u00e9lag \u00e1fallahj\u00e1lp? Og hvar er hennar a\u00f0 leita?<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
V\u00edst hef \u00e9g \u00e1\u00f0ur horfst \u00ed augu vi\u00f0 hatur \u00ed m\u00ednu l\u00edfi. Manneskja sem deilir l\u00edfi og \u00f6rl\u00f6gum me\u00f0 \u00e1str\u00ed\u00f0ustj\u00f3rnm\u00e1lamanni \u2013 hugsj\u00f3namanni sem stendur \u00ed st\u00f3rr\u00e6\u00f0um \u2013 kemst ekki hj\u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed: Skattkerfisbylting, samningurinn um EES vi\u00f0 Evr\u00f3pusambandi\u00f0, frumkv\u00e6\u00f0i a\u00f0 stu\u00f0ningi vi\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfst\u00e6\u00f0isbar\u00e1ttu sm\u00e1\u00fej\u00f3\u00f0a. Allt gr\u00ed\u00f0arlega umdeild m\u00e1l. \u2013 Og m.a.s. \u00e9g f\u00f3r ekki varhluta af \u00fev\u00ed.<\/p>\n
\u00c9g man enn eftir hatursfullum andlitum, sem st\u00f6r\u00f0u \u00e1 mig inn um eldh\u00fasgluggann \u00e1 Vesturg\u00f6tunni. Sumir steyttu hnefann, k\u00f6stu\u00f0u eggjum e\u00f0a \u00f6\u00f0ru lauslegu \u00ed gluggann. Tilefni\u00f0 var \u201ematarskatturinn\u201c svokalla\u00f0i. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1492","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-allar_greinar","category-greinar_og_vidtol"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jbh.is\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1492","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jbh.is\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jbh.is\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jbh.is\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jbh.is\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1492"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/jbh.is\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1492\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2605,"href":"https:\/\/jbh.is\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1492\/revisions\/2605"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jbh.is\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1492"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jbh.is\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1492"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jbh.is\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1492"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}